To The Pain!
Thursday, May 8th, 2008
I had an amazing thing happen this morning and it all has to do with my Gossamer scarf. I’ll have to start from the beginning, though. The scarf is coming along. It was going so well, so quickly that… well, I gave myself an RSI. So many lessons to learn. I guess my project wasn’t about the fun of making something anymore, it was more about finally finishing something (big) that I’ve started. I’ve never actually completed something from a crochet pattern before, and this is the one I promised myself would be the first. You know, something to justify all the yarn I pine for and all the daydreaming I do. So, crap, now it’s “go slow” again, and I’m wondering just when this is ever going to get finished. I have about 40 of the motifs left.
Anyway, I started to realize that the speed hooking I’d been doing was just aggravating something that’s been building up in my body for a long time. Stagnating. I don’t get much exercise. I’m not getting any more flexible as time goes on. I sit in the same position every day when my little guy takes his nap. Bad posture—the works. I decided to try yoga again. It’s never really worked for me in the past, but I keep returning to it for some reason. The principle just appeals to me. Everything I’ve read about basic yoga just makes sense for why it should work for me. So, I got up this morning, I did Jala Neti (which I’ve been neglecting). I felt a little better, nothing special. Then I did the first four poses as instructed by The Women’s Book Of Yoga & Health. That was all I could manage, but I felt a little better. Then, as I was eating my breakfast, I realized I COULD BREATHE DEEPLY. I just felt like, oh my god!
It was one of those “Oh, yeah!” moments I’ve always hoped I’d have when doing something new. But the thing is, you don’t always want those moments. The big “Oh, yeah!” comes when you’re so far gone in one direction that the glimpse of the “right” direction is a big stunner. That means I have a long way to go to get back to feeling the right way.
Oh, and as far as the crochet goes, when I first notices the problem with my pinky and wrist I immediately tried to think of something that would pad the little handle on my hook. I’m working with a Susan Bates 2.35 mm hook. So it’s kinda small. I figured I would try to wrap the handle in self gripping sports wrap, to see if that would pad the handle enough and offer a larger surface to grip. It works great! I was very proud of myself for having thought of it. Although, I’m sure I’m not the first to have thought to use the self adhering bandage as a padding. Looks funky, but it helped.
Oh, and the title, if it doesn’t ring a bell with you, is a line from The Princess Bride.







